i’m stuck at this juncture of life for quite some time…
i don’t know what to do.
i’ve lost the passion, the motivation…
the tasks no longer challenges me.
the rewards no longer interests me.
the ‘newbies’ are slowly burying me. deep. deeper.
the roads all lead to dead ends.
i no longer care…
in silence, i envy those who gets to do what they’re passionate about.
how i wish i’d get to do the same.
but what’s my passion? photography? drawing? music? languages?
are they my passion? or am i just riding on the bandwagon?
the Gutsy-Me daring me to just drop everything and go.
the Cowardly-Me never stop questioning the risks.
the Accountable-Me keep thinking of the ‘commitments’.
the Real-Me is slowly fading away…
‘que sera sera’… such a sad phrase.
i’m really at a dead end.
Posted on September 6, 2011
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